I have a constant internal battle of wanting these last few weeks to go super fast and on the other hand super slow. Taking care of yet another newborn makes me nervous but this endless heart burn and waddling is tiring. I adore just having two little girls but a cute boys sure makes me excited. My schedule is routine and easy,which I love, yet I am ready for change. The great thing about this debate is that I have no control over it. Pregnancy ends and the baby will come.
We have yet to decide on a name despite what feels like hours pouring over boy names. Nick wants this and I want that and then we both change. The names is too old sounding and others sound like they only fit a 3 year old. Once again this debate is out of my control. Pregnancy ends, the baby will come, and he must be named.
Like the first two pregnancies the second half is very smooth and I can still do everything I really want. I only have the typical aches, pains, and inability to bend over. I have noticed that I am more tired this time around despite sleeping 9+ hours at night and taking naps. Maybe its because he is a boy or because my girls keep me busy? No way to figure it out. He is a late mover and only in the past couple weeks have I really felt him kick around. I really want the girls to feel him move but they never have to 5 seconds of patience to keep their hands on my belly. But they still understand that their is a baby in there and that after Halloween (the only time frame they understand) a boy is coming. Whenever I leave the house alone they ask if I will come home with the baby. I tell them one day I will but not today.
I love feeling him squirm around and the comfort his movements bring. He is still in there...sigh of relief! But in 5 weeks he will be out and the real work begins.
35 weeks pregnant
Nick made me feed the horse.
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